Hi Dreamers 💙

Just letting you all know that I've added new tiers to the Dreamer Tier list! But this is a soft launch, so for now, they are basically higher priced tip jars with peeks at the potential perks I'm thinking for those tiers. I'll be adjusting and adding to them as I get closer to uploading consistently.

So please check them out~

If you have any perk suggestions or requests, I can't promise I will add them, but I do want to know what kinds of things you guys might like/want.

TL/DR: I'm taking another break. Tragic, I know. With reach where it is, I think it's better to focus on getting ahead and come back in a more comfortable position to create and upload more consistently. Soft timeline is come back by March, but will be playing it by ear.

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Let me start by saying I’m okay. I am not burnt out and my mental health isn’t in trouble (though it’s definitely taken a hit at the time of writing this), but I’m not questioning my worth as a person or creator. I am still very much in love with making audios, and I plan to continue doing so for the foreseeable future.

However, I am going to take another break. Why? Because my reach sucks. Although it’s very frustrating knowing the work I put into audios and the quality of them and not seeing them reach people, I also know a lot of that is outside of my control. This is also why I feel like it’s okay for me to step back for a bit.

Audios take me a while to make. Between writing scripts, trying to find a good time to record, editing the audios, and personal things pulling at me, I’ve found it hard to stay consistent. And with my reach as small as it is right now, I don’t think it’s currently worth stressing myself out and scrambling every week.

So I will be taking time for myself to focus on getting ahead and setting a few things up. My goal is to get into a comfortable position by March, but I don’t want to hold myself to a hard deadline right now. So let’s say it’s a soft timeline. In the meantime, streams will still continue every week at the usual time: Thursdays at 6 pm PST. I won’t be on socials as much except to post the last of my old audios and to give the occasional update to let you know I’m doing okay. The V-Day exclusive audio will still be released, and the AMA celebration stream is still happening on Valentine’s Day—Saturday, Feb. 14.

I am so grateful for how patient you all have always been with me. I know I’m often hard on myself, but that’s because I know what I’m capable of and I want to do my best for you. But right now, that means stepping away for a bit to plan and get things in motion. I hope you wait for me, but I understand if you don’t. I’m excited for things I have planned, and I hope to share more experiences with you ❤️

This week is PACKED. And it seems like it's a rambly sort of week. I hope you like hearing me talk. This will also be the last weekly schedule posted here.

Reminder: You can send me a confession or ask me a question for my anniversary stream this Sunday. Form is down below~

🎧 Audios
— ✧ Exclusive ramble.
— ✧ Free-to-listen ramblefap.

💜 Streams
— ✧ Chatting stream.
— ✧ Dispatch finale; episodes 7 & 8.
— ✧ Anniversary stream!

I know it's hard not to worry, but all you can do is your best and keep moving forward. I'll hold your hand as you do if you hold mine 💕

Hi, my loves!

If you don’t know, Sunday August 16th, is my Twitch affiliate anniversary. As part of my celebration, I’m reading your confessions and reacting to them live on stream.

So if you’ve ever wanted to tell me something, ask me a question, ask for advice, or maybe confess your undying love to me, I made an anonymous confession form.

It’ll be open until 11:59 pm on Friday, August 14th. Then I’ll close it temporarily to prepare for stream. It’ll reopen indefinitely after the 16th, and I’ll respond to confessions periodically every month.

Thank you for all your continued love and support, and I can’t wait to hear from you.

Been a busy, busy past few days offline, so I'll be playing catch-up this week. Taking some time to reflect and refocus on things too.

🎧 Audios
— ✧ No official audio but maaaaaybe early access to a ramble fap on Patreon and Fourthwall? Maybe.

💜 Streams
— ✧ Work + chatting stream
— ✧ Dispatch episodes 5 & 6.

One step at a time, my loves. One breath at a time if you need. Keep going.

A bit late but shhhh 🤫

Feels like it's busy week after busy week, and I am left trying to find time to work 😭 lots of family events lately, but I've been doing what I can in between!

🎧 Audios
— ✧ A free friends to lovers audio drops Wednesday, both an SFW cut and an NSFW full version.

💜 Streams
— ✧ Tuesday chatting stream. I may or may not be wearing a dress for you.
— ✧ Continuing Dispatch on Thursday with episodes 3 & 4.

When things start to get overwhelming, as counterintuitive as it sounds, you need to slow down. Slow down and breathe. Can you do that for me?

Hi Dreamers~
 
I've decided to release a free downloadable voice pack next month as part of celebrating my Twitch affiliate anniversary. I'm thinking of including the following:
 
— ✧ good morning alarm
— ✧ bed time reminder
— ✧ medication reminder
— ✧ break reminder
— ✧ YOUR CHOICE HERE
 
I need a few more ideas, and I'm asking you what kinds of positive or useful alarms/reminders/voice lines you'd like or need.
 
Thank you in advance 💕