TL/DR: I'm taking another break. Tragic, I know. With reach where it is, I think it's better to focus on getting ahead and come back in a more comfortable position to create and upload more consistently. Soft timeline is come back by March, but will be playing it by ear.

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Let me start by saying I’m okay. I am not burnt out and my mental health isn’t in trouble (though it’s definitely taken a hit at the time of writing this), but I’m not questioning my worth as a person or creator. I am still very much in love with making audios, and I plan to continue doing so for the foreseeable future.

However, I am going to take another break. Why? Because my reach sucks. Although it’s very frustrating knowing the work I put into audios and the quality of them and not seeing them reach people, I also know a lot of that is outside of my control. This is also why I feel like it’s okay for me to step back for a bit.

Audios take me a while to make. Between writing scripts, trying to find a good time to record, editing the audios, and personal things pulling at me, I’ve found it hard to stay consistent. And with my reach as small as it is right now, I don’t think it’s currently worth stressing myself out and scrambling every week.

So I will be taking time for myself to focus on getting ahead and setting a few things up. My goal is to get into a comfortable position by March, but I don’t want to hold myself to a hard deadline right now. So let’s say it’s a soft timeline. In the meantime, streams will still continue every week at the usual time: Thursdays at 6 pm PST. I won’t be on socials as much except to post the last of my old audios and to give the occasional update to let you know I’m doing okay. The V-Day exclusive audio will still be released, and the AMA celebration stream is still happening on Valentine’s Day—Saturday, Feb. 14.

I am so grateful for how patient you all have always been with me. I know I’m often hard on myself, but that’s because I know what I’m capable of and I want to do my best for you. But right now, that means stepping away for a bit to plan and get things in motion. I hope you wait for me, but I understand if you don’t. I’m excited for things I have planned, and I hope to share more experiences with you ❤️

Another slower week, but that's okay. 

✨ No audio again this week. Will need to focus on other things, but I'm *planning* to have one out next week.
✨ Going to be completing (hopefully) the Lego Sauron build this week. Usual day, usual time—Thursday, 3 pm PST.

Don't let haters get to you. Take care of yourselves, little ones 💕

It's been an exhausting week(end), so we're taking it easy this week. Got lots to catch up and recover from. I am not an outdoor online girlfriend 😭 We're also going to pretend I posted this on time, on Sunday instead of today.

✨ No audio this week. Might not be one next week either, but we shall see~ 
✨ Sticking to the earlier stream schedule this week. And we're building the Sauron Lego set. I'm pretty excited.

Make sure you're hydrating and eating and resting up. Take care of yourselves, little loves 💕

Hi Dreamers!

We're trying out an earlier stream time today (and probably for the foreseeable future while I maintain a morning schedule).

Going to be treasure hunting and 100%-ing the Liyue map in Genshin. Then we'll end with pulling on the Varka-Flins weapons banner.

— ✧ Hang out with me on Twitch!

Okay, let's try this again.

✨ Switching up stream time since I have a morning schedule now. Same day, but earlier time at 3 pm PST.
✨ SFW audio should be out this Friday on YouTube. But I'm learning from last week... so I make no promises 😅

And still so much work to do, but we will get there. And we WILL come back gloriously 😤